The new learning

Its been a week since I started teaching my smarty pants " The 7 Days of the Week" and hey guys my little one has already knows it byheart... I'm really surprised how these things get into his head so fast... I started just this as he was already saying "andyman" for "Candyman" chocolate and thought let me try Sunday.. The first few times when I started to get his attention with the days he always said "Andymmmannnnn" Slowly but i started to tell him before putting him to sleep... He started repeating the days with me for 3 - 4 times... Then yesterday his Apatha and Periyappa had come by to visit Mr. Little A and I happened to show off little bit of my smarty pants new learning and asked him to say it.. Me: Acchuu please tell Sunday, Monday A: Andymannnn Me: ohhh plzz ammuu say Sunday, Monday A: Againnnnn Andymannnn Me: trying something different "What comes after Sunday, Aaryan? A: Monday Me: Delighted, Monday Amele(means next) A: Taaturdayuuu Everyone bursted out into laugh... And slowly A: sundaaayyy, Mondayyyyy, Tuoesdayyyy, Wenessssdayyy, Thorsdayyy, Fridaaayyy, Taaturddaayyyy, Finish. Wowwww that was good :)

Looking at my son: thinking, writing, typing and the output…

This I had drafted hhmmmm.... say around 7 months ago ... where? good question. @ my office desk, just thinking of my dear AA and My MOM... What can I wish now when I have lost you MOM... Only wish to be with dear AA and live fullest, explore more, learn more, give more.. wish to be a baby again to be with MY MOM, wish to be a baby again to be in my MOM'S ARMS, wish to be a baby again only to wake to SEE my MOM, wish to be a baby again only to EAT, PLAY and SLEEP, wish to be a baby again only to EXPLORE, wish to be a baby again to be INNOCENT, wish to be a baby again to be CURIOUS, wish to be a baby again to MAKE and BREAK, wish to be a baby again to AMAZE everyone around, wish to be a baby again to be ANGRY to make my needs CLEAR, wish to be a baby again not to know how to SPEAK, wish to be a baby again only to SMILE, wish to be a baby again to ACCEPT what I did, wish to be a baby to talk to the UNKNOWN, wish to be a baby to be I, ME, MYSELF… Luv Jessi

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I can start penning tying again yooooohoooo

On The Road

On the road.....

It was a usual day, nothing much happened apart from working in office and I packed my bag and left to home....

I got into the bus and noticed a window seat not occupied by any of the girls standing nearby and got close to notice that it was damp with rain water...

Then wiped the water with my lunch bag and occupied the seat and got a ticket from the conductor and just enjoying the breeze and suddenly at the signal near Agara lake I saw a dead cow lying.... My heart started beating with a new rythm, I dont know wat rythm it was....

As the bus passed the signal I noticed the vehicles passing by with no concern nothing... did I say concern yeah right what was expecting from them calling an Ambulance, getting down from their vehicle to see what happened... naahhhh
Few auto drivers who were on the foot path were signalling their hands at the dead, some two wheelers just looking at the site and passing.....

Oh GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My discomfort increased more... I had to do something, I want to do something... there is still humanity alive in my heart, I'm not a stone like others.....

And then I started dialing just dial the old justdial customer care # 08023333333 oh god it was not existing anymore ... whatelse to do, whatelse to do.....
I was not ready to give up today.. I activated my mobile internet, googled just dial Bangalore and ollaaaa I was on call with a woman and asked her to send me the details of the BBMP office in HSR layout, Banglaore and withing seconds I called the office and spoke to a man on the other hand....

The man " Yes Madam " Heli "(Tell)
Me: "Sir, near Agara lake there is dead cow lying near the signal can you send someone to clear it as lot of vehicles are passing by"
Man: Yes Madam , I will send somone one
Me: please send someone ASAP

A little relief is was I got but not satisfied.....

I got in silk board and boarded another bus with the thought in my head will the cow be cleared or just laid on the road to be fed to the lifeless vehicles of Bangalore until it is vanished!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Again picked up my phone and dialed the same number and the man knew it was me and addressed me before I enquired... Yes Madam I have forwarded the message to the control room. you can also check with the and gave the control room number...
Next thing I dialed the control room to confirm the message and the lady patiently answered me that it will be taken care off.....

My heart my heart what was it thinking .....
Who would have done this (what vehicle) such cruelity,
poor cow would have been crossing the signal just to go home after grazing
or to lie down on the grass for sometime,
My heart my heart what was it thinking....
the family who the cow belonged to, will they know that it is no more......
the friends it had, will they mourn for the loss...
I know only one thing I had done my best, I had given my best...
finally I have HUMANITY in me ALIVE ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Shared the incident with my hubbs and he happened to praise for the deed I had done not just any deed "A GOOD DEED INDEED", A Kiss on my forehead was also added.....

This was yesterday evenings story.....

Today as I left to work I had got 2 missed calls from an unknown number but a little familiar one... When I redialed back it was busy and again I tried and a lady happened to answer:

Lady: "Madam, Yesterday you called to inform about a dead cow on the road, right ?
Me: Yes , tell me
Lady: Madam, Did you happen to see it still on the road today?
Me: Shocked !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is it not cleared? I have just started to office and not yet reached the destination. Will see and call you back?
Lady: No Madam, Nobody informed if it is cleared after clearing so I called you to check.
Me: (In my mind) This is what you can expect in India

I instructed the auto driver to take the root below flyover and noticed it had been cleared and called the control room and informed her the same....

Relief attested

" WHATEVER YOU ARE, BE A GOOD ONE"

Luv from Jessi <3

Think of LOVE

Think of love i think of you,
Think of love i think of you,
And
Think of love again I only think of you.....

Crazy is this 4 letter word,
Lovely is this 4 letter word,
Vulnerable is this 4 letter word,
Appreciable is this 4 letter word,
what is else what else.....
Its you my dear love....

Sober weather of now a day mornings..
Breezing wind with cool memories...
Wanting myself to be with you...
Makes me more complete...
Makes me more complete...

Luv Jessi <3

P.S : I happend to do a paint art in MS Paint and will post the same once I'm back home.

Likes of my LO as of now

My little Aaryan is a very fun loving, jovial ever smiling... conditions do apply *** but only sometimes otherwise he is always in good mood.. (touch wood)

He is now 18 months now and wakes up everyday @ 5:45/6:00 am max 6:30 am.
Goes to bed by 8:15 pm / 8:30 pm.

Gets up with a content smile on his face :)

Aaryan loves to eat Idli-Sambar (especially homemade)
Loves oats, eats all vegetables (trained well by me), loves to play with balloons, ball, hide n seek is his all time fav.

Crazy about water.. ohhh this cannot be expressed with writing but scared of shower haa haa haaa and rain. (funny)

Likes to watch Buzz Bee, Mickey mouse club house, Thomas and friends, Chugginton.

Loves to play with family members, mingles with people very well. Loves to go on his dads bike before leaving for work.

What all is my 18 month Aaryan speaking...

Back to posting another post..

What is my little Aaryan speaking now @ 18 months update

Where is amma Aaryan ?
A : ange (means there), if I'm not home then he says "Amma aaaphiisss" So cute Amma office wooohh
Where is Appa Aaryan>
A: Appa aaaphiisss/ appa brrrrrbrr / appa kaanuu (means appa is not to be seen)
Where is thata?
A: Thatha Auto
What all can he speak ?
Amma mummum (for food), amma Nee (water) wattrrr,
Athing mathin : Washing machine
enthi thithi: Micro wave
Ithhiii: Mixer
Battol: Bottle
Soap: Soap
Towel: Towel
Aerpene: Aeroplane
JCT: JCB
Epitent: Elephant
Monthey: Monkey
nuunn naaa: good night
aathing: walking
bathing: bath
tawer: shower

More to come

Luv from Jessi <3

Head over Heels

hhmmm hhmmm hey guys you might be thinking that I'm referring to the title of this post "I'm in Love" or something.... hhmmmm

This is particulary for the blogs I stumble upon and get bowled over by their creative skills, writing skills, photographic skills, parenting skills , totally ALL Blogging and sharing skills.

I never miss a single chance to find a new blog and keep updating myself on everything about the blog world. Though I have just now started with blogging.... You/Myself never know if I will continue blogging with the same spirit or stop it!!!!!! I guess the later will not happen anytime as I'm on it now a days....

Getting inspired from all over the other blogs

My tag line until I became a MOM was that "I cannot keep quiet or sit idol for a few minutes in a day given a chance" Either I would try my hands on creative something beautiful or start clic-cloc tidying the house...

Now my hands are full with my 19 month old Aaryan and my full time so called job as of now......

I might going forward link up some beautiful blogs to the above post which stumble upon......


Luv from Jessi <3

The irrational rash drivers

This post is dedicated to the 2 wheelers who do not follow or ignore to follow the basic etiquette of traffic rules.

It was a Monday morning and as usual I got into a auto towards my office.

Now the traffic would definately be more during the 9 am to 10 am.

As I sighed a relief of reaching the office (not on time) but not soooo late also I saw a stupid 2 wheeler who just slid his vehicle from right to left few mm from the auto which I travelling. And the result obviously the Auto driver had to move left to stop colliding with the 2 wheeler.

There is more to it... Just as the Auto driver moved to left there was a 2 wheeler coming through the rare end of the Auto and the next thing  I hear is the shreeking sound of the 2 wheeler slide and fall down....

And what happened next the Auto driver panicked, though this happened exactly opposite to my office where I had to get down. My conscious mind said "I should do something and asked the Auto driver to follow the 2 wheeler and note down his number"

But as he tried to follow, we were already followed by 2 2 wheelers and forced the Auto driver to come to halt and started asking him questions
Did you see what you did just now. Huuhhh?
Do you know how bad the people in the bike fell down?
Are you trying to escape from doing this by driving away? blah blahh blahhh.

And next came my role..... Already furious with the whole thing and being not able to catch the offender who escaped.... I got down from the Auto and told the 2 gentlemann that the mistake was not on the driver, it was the idiot who created the whole scene and was wheeing away on his wheels and thank you for stopping to catch the offender.

After listening to me the 2 2 wheelers happened to come to an conclusion and wheeled away in their respective wheeler.....

And as I walked to my office I saw a huge crowd gathered around the 2 wheeler which had fallen down.. Hoping them to have escaped with minor injuries I started walking to enter my offce premises.

I part of my heart wanted to go and see if they are fine but other ignorant part said "Its time for you head to your cubicle" and I happend to follow the second and with trembling hands and heart I walked in to my office.

My conscious mind was still flickering on the thought of how the offender escaped and how the people who thought would be cursing the auto driver for creating the accident even though it is not the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

Luv 4m Jessi <3

The other day when Aaryan

In the above column I would be sharing all things my little Aaryan did and is doing ...

This would be an update of the little observer who knows a lott more than I/We thought...... huuhhh

It was yesterday evening after his big walk with this Grandpa my LO came home and started saying teevvvv, teevvvv ... I got instantly that he is referring to my Ears.......

Then my big curious mind thought ... let me try asking him the other body parts if he knows and let me tell you I was awestruck.......

Me : "Moo where are your eyes" (I asked this in Kannada though) Ninn kannu yellide mooo...
A : Pointing his tiny tiny Index finger to his eyes said "Illiii" (Meaning here)

Me : "Where is your nose?" (Moogu elli Aaryan)
A: Pointing to his nose said " Illii"

Me: "Mouth"
A: Now he put his Index finger into his mouth and said "Ingee" (In Tamil here)

Now me and my father were in laughter riot.....

Next question was hands and next legs, he happend to show it all...

With great proudness and a hearful of content i thought its enough for the questionaire....

But I still went on to ask him one Final question

Me: "Where is your head Aaryan? " (Ninn thale ellide)
A: Kept both his palms on his head and said " Illiii".

I just grabbed him and loaded him with kisses.... then came the question where did he learn all this and my father slowly happened to answer that he taught him while playing with him everyday....

Greattt

And this is how my weekend came to an END...

Luv 4m Jessi <3

This is the Day ....

Blogging in my mind everyday…. Bloggingmyheartout

Every day is passing by me and I’m still thinking of writing a blog about me, my life everything about my life and how its going.

It’s just an outlet to let go of my insights on how I take on life as it comes , how I think and I react to others thought….

Each day when I’m up in the morning I’m wonderfully greeted by my 18 months son A with all smiles and that takes off all my sleepy, dizzy morning blues....

I'm a working mom who is very much onto everything and everyone expect herself as of nowwww…

I recently happened to hear a show on RADIO about a topic MULTIMOM .. …. As per the Radio jokey the term is referred to mothers who have not sacrificed, compromised anything for the sake of the children/Family/Creativity. In simple words who have accomplished everything without sacrifice or giving reasons…

Is it possible ??? hmmmmm that is the question.....

Anyways coming back to why i want to blog... i have been blogging in my head for months now many be year or so of i will write a blog about my little observer A on how brave he is , what a charmer is he, wagera wageraa but at the end it came to the fact HOW BUSY I'M...

Hopefully now I should be updating it time on time now... HOPEGULLY (finger crossed)