Looking at my son: thinking, writing, typing and the output…

This I had drafted hhmmmm.... say around 7 months ago ... where? good question. @ my office desk, just thinking of my dear AA and My MOM... What can I wish now when I have lost you MOM... Only wish to be with dear AA and live fullest, explore more, learn more, give more.. wish to be a baby again to be with MY MOM, wish to be a baby again to be in my MOM'S ARMS, wish to be a baby again only to wake to SEE my MOM, wish to be a baby again only to EAT, PLAY and SLEEP, wish to be a baby again only to EXPLORE, wish to be a baby again to be INNOCENT, wish to be a baby again to be CURIOUS, wish to be a baby again to MAKE and BREAK, wish to be a baby again to AMAZE everyone around, wish to be a baby again to be ANGRY to make my needs CLEAR, wish to be a baby again not to know how to SPEAK, wish to be a baby again only to SMILE, wish to be a baby again to ACCEPT what I did, wish to be a baby to talk to the UNKNOWN, wish to be a baby to be I, ME, MYSELF… Luv Jessi